I was comfortably settled in my little life before. Dreamer at will, I oscillate between work, friends, family and lover. Then muted watched my desire to be a nurse. I started to take the examination at age 25. Then at 26 and 28. I succeeded, but still on the waiting list. Wait. Sometimes dubious, sometimes passionately. I made babies, I pretended to get married. I quickly divorced. I let my children grow up. More very sure I courage. I got kicked in the Q. Cause still I dream. But what finally
! What are you waiting for! Yeah, I do not believe anymore. I'm afraid. I live. I'm happy in my life.
fuck m. ! But we believed there! What are you doing standing there! I plant a dream. I watch him grow without roots.
And then one day, I have 40 years. My plants are pretty, very decorative. I'm fine, everything is fine. I also plant lover. Like a vacuum, but available. I began writing on a "tracer
everything." Notebooks scattered. Stories, dreams.
In fourth gear, I send my 6th entry the contest. Last day, an act almost missed. Hands in pockets, I'm going.
Damn, I received!
Whirlwind! Gone are the dreams, the quiet life and disorderly as I like. Everyone will be pushed around. Yes, I get a bit tight (the word is small). In the first year I met a
love between two partials. Somehow it's still there. I smile. It does not even know that I am (I was) a woman is soft, quiet and peaceful.
But maybe that peace was only a leak, a varnish surface? Who am I today? I feel transformed. What did I do? A challenge. A challenge personnel, mais aussi un défi partagé. Oui, je le partage avec mes enfants, ma
Maman et ma soeur et bien sûr mes amis. J'ai l'impression d'avoir consolidé quelque chose de vital. Je me sens si heureuse aujourd'hui. Je les sens si fiers de moi ! "tain vé", j'en pleure ... Oupss, émotion ...
Je suis infirmière. Riche de mon expérience de 20 ans. Je ne suis pas hésitante une seule minute. Je ressens une sorte d'exaltation, une énergie stimulante. Comme si j'allais pouvoir exercer à ma juste valeur tout ce pour quoi je suis faite. C'est bête, j'ai toujours donné le meilleur de moi même, et je me suis toujours sentie reconnue pour cela. Mais là, ce n'est not the same. Here it is as if I had the right, legitimacy.
I want to do great things, I am gnaque!
I would like to thank several people who are dear to me. Mary Lou and Lucas, my children who supported me almost seriously, invested and worried. This is my pretty Mary Lou, who the day before I made me revise my Initial steps of care with considerable interest. The prize goes to
Krish, my heart big brother, who was hit for 3 years all my partial revisions. I decided to copy my diploma with his name next to mine.
But there's also my Emilie class girlfriend, sitting side by side for 3 years, accomplices and solidarity for all. Of course my
Arf! So, he never cracked before my palpable tension in everyday life, always supported me and encouraged, he was there yesterday to open up her arms in the billboard when I laughed, cried all mixed.
But again, my friends, Laule
(my dear friend), Isa (my favorite nurse), Noun (my darling always), Annick
(my friend found) and Gil Sylvia (my mischievous friends and tornadoes) Remi (my boyfriend on the street) and Michele (the instigator of kicking the Q) and other ... My virtual friends almost equally present than those of real life ...
And finally, My mom and my little sister Valerie. Both the pillars of my life. Inseparable from all three, bound by unconditional love, a love of life. The true wealth of heart and spirit, sharing of knowledge and skills, a trio sealed against all odds. I owe my success and be who I am ...
Well, who else? My hospital anyway, where I paid all this time to stay seated on my Q to school ... Some teachers and encouraging investment ... And of course, countless health professionals with whom I learned all the technique and theory with a lot of fun ....
Well, if I forgot someone, you say ... My head in celebration.